Comment by basisword

>> When I had tonsillitis, the pain was so intense and so persistent until the 3rd day of antibiotics, I was tempted to just throw myself off a bridge to make it stop. Had I been under the impression there was no way to make it stop in a few days, I suspect I would have.

Easy to say, harder to do. The will to live is probably stronger than you realise. I experienced a short 2 week painful illness and felt similar to you. I later experienced the same thing for 2 years. You adapt and learn to cope.