{"about":"96 is not reflecting my age, I'm in my early 30s

This is a throwaway so I can be dumb and learn stuff

Career/partial life bio

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Jan 2026

I'm trying not to drink at home anymore as I do too much and end up doing cringe shit online. Thankfully I don't go out and screw around anymore at least. Now I gotta put that money to debt, alcohol is expensive turns out especially if you buy the more expensive liquor bottles. And the wasted time like I spent my last Saturday hungover, couldn't write code.

Might be my best work yet: https://i.imgur.com/H9ckXyy.png

I think I'm gonna try the startup thing again (solo dev no pay) I need a windfall, get out of work, get my sports car and move to the desert.

I got the passion back, working on my personal hardware/software projects, thinking about it while at work.

My life is not so bad. I need to keep an optimistic mindset like, "I won't fail" instead of "what if I fail".

Thankfully I've gotten over this learning wall where a new task seems hard to do/don't know how. Now I'm coasting again.

Funny how we toy with destruction, in my case I've been lazy af lately at work. I'm tasked with writing all these CloudFormation templates from existing resources so it can be deployed to another environment. I also have to write unit/integration tests for all of them... it's an enormous task which I have broken down into tickets but yeah... this whole week in a given day I've done like 2 hours of actual work. On the plus side I've started to make things for myself with my hobbies.

New year new me that's what they say. Already I'm buying random shit as soon as I'm paid hence being poor. At least I raised my freelance rate (still low).

Previous mental samples

https://pastebin.com/hwi965Ny (Dec 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/U2ZHjHGF (Nov 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/XR3bbNiJ (Oct 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/TWXHkyFZ (Aug 2025 - Sep 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/y0R0JWBz (Jun 2025 - Jul 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/k2hqR8uN (Mar 2025 - Jun 2025)\nhttps://pastebin.com/5xCTbGsu (2023 - Mar 2025)","created_time":1474036567,"created":"9 years ago","id":"ge96","karma":2095}